9. Anger Management
October 4, 2007
There are some steps that I have found are essential to take when you want to release some anger without making a stupid move. The main one consistes of a lot of imagination. That is, imagine the thing or person you are angry at is destroyed or killed. Works wonders! However, when you have to be constantly be faced with the enemy (ie the computer) it can be almost impossible to mentally destroy it since it is sitting right in front of you. Teasing you with a smirk grin … waiting for you to give it another chance to go astray.
In this case you need an ultraforce of strength … to stop yourself from physically destroying it! And what happens when the reason for your frustration is because something has gone missing? You can’t get rid of something thats not there in the first place.
So here I sit, a day before the second minisite is due. The computer is right here mocking me … and my lecturers are not. Truth be told, the computer is an innoceent victom. It is me who is to blame. I really am the one who has no idea what to do or what is expected. I mean, sure it says that we must expand on our idea, put up the new prototype and evaluation things. But how?
How when er have not recieved any feedback from out lecturer on the first minisites that we have done? How are we to know what to improve on? What to shift our focus on? how to do the layout? Should it be consistent with the first or completely different.
It is an awkward position to be in and I am slowly losing my mind! I will get about to doing the website soon. I mean, it should be easy now that I am an expert in the creating of websites, I just don’t know what to include in it and who to ask for help. And since it is now 11am … I am going to get started and hope for the best.
Oh … and I have had no car since moday night 
It blew up or something on the m5. Crappy Crappy Crappy. I miss my wheels. A lot.
The end … oh … and despite everything going crappy … I have a little light in my life still … barely 
I’ll see you, my adoring fans, at a later date.
Suna
